29th of June

This is kinda embarrassing but i shall just put it down anyway. yesterday nite i was home watching my HK drama serial as usual. It was the last episode. It's a serial about a batch of police trainees. So in the last episode, their instructor was killed.

When the trainees realised his death and started feeling very sad and crying, to my surprise, i actually felt the same way as them. i really felt the loss. tears did well up in my eyes. but the funny thing is, i never felt much abt the instructor's character previously. but when the realisation that he was gone sunk in, the emotions just happened naturally.

maybe partly it's oso bcos i never expected such an ending. i tot it would be a happy finale. just goes to show that we never know wat is gg to happen in the future and most imptly, we shdnt take things or pple for granted, cos u only realise their value when they're gone. by then, it's usually too late. sounds cliched, but it's the truth.

to my credit(if there's any left haha), i quickly picked myself up and told myself "hey it's just a show" and i was fine after tat. i guess i'm someone who is easily attached to a place or to someone, even if the time spent together is very short. got to try to be more "unfeeling" haha.

oh, last nite's sleep was the longest and best i had in 3 wks. why? bcos there was no match yesterday. No match=very much needed sleep. tonite will be the same as well. i want to get as much sleep as possible. so as to prepare for the quarters!

finally got my jobscope earlier this morning. kinda intimidating when i counted the duties i am supposed to carry out. but i expected it to be more or less like tat. got to do a lot of liasing wif teachers; hope they're all nice pple! So, looks like the days of being idle are finally over.